Lily would be found deep in the Library behind rows and rows of books curled up next to an elongated french style window overlooking the grounds below.
She held her knees to her chest resting her head against them her green eyes were a slightly darker color today- saddened. She had her red hair curled and wore a handband to keep her bangs from falling into her eyes but didn't care to dress to impress beyond that. She just wasn't in the mood for much of anything over the last few days.
In her mind she kept returning to the empty classroom where she had told James everything..hoping that it would provide closure for both of them and bring them together but that plan had completely back fired. James had taken it hard- Lily had suspected that but she never figured he would truly take it as hard as he had.
He had left her there- utterly alone- and she had grown more and more miserable as the time progressed and he still hadn't forgiven her. She wanted to run to him and explain why she had waited to tell him she wanted to voice her fears of losing him and explain just how much pain she was in but he had ignored her...completely avoiding her in classes, outside and even in the great hall. She began to get so depressed that she finally decided the only one she could turn to to help her sort out this terrible mess was the boy anyone could rely on for an honest opinion.
Remus J. Lupin.
She didn't send him an owl for fear of him rejecting it. Remus was good at playing the neutral character so she went to him in person and asked him quietly to meet her at the library today.
Emerald eyes turned to the sky which was overcast and grey and Lily couldn't help feeling that it masked her own heart. She felt so down... unsure if even Remus could cheer her up. She sighed and closed her eyes- waiting...only the faint sound of the large clock ticking in the background keeping her company she waited..and waited... finally nodding off to a restless slumber.
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