Remus J Lupin Tue May 31, 2011 3:16 pmIt was about 640 when Remus had walked out of the school. His hands fisted in his pockets and his eyes focused on the whomping willow. Several yards behind them he could hear them thrumping along under the invisiblity cloak.
He was terrified.
Not of the moon and the damange he would do on himself. No, that he was used too. It was the fact that this month he wouldn't be alone.
His fear of the others joining him was two pronged.
The first and most obvious one was the fact he could seriously hurt or kill them. He had no memeory of what happened over the night - what made them think for half a second that the facts would change?
The second, was - How would they treat him after seeing the monster he truly was. They had never gotten so close. They had been known to walk him to the tree and help him to the hospital wing afterward...but they had never seen the beast.
They'd always been to smart for that.
His eyes watched at the tree swung wildly at a bird which got to close, then his eyes shifted toward the sky. He had a few minutes yet.
Though he kept his back to them he was clearly speaking to them - there was no one else here.
"This is suicide. Go back. Please."
There was a quiet desperation in the final word. He knew he could shout and scream and they might go...but they would come back cause they thought they would be helping him.
What kind of help were they if he killed them.
He was already feeling that uneasy tug in the back of his mind and he sighed heavily. Kneeling he would take a stick and prod the knob on the trunk. The tree froze.
"Please. Stay here. "
He turned to face them, even though he couldn't see them.
"Please."
Before he let them aruge he would slide down the hidden opening and into his personal hell.
He was terrified.
Not of the moon and the damange he would do on himself. No, that he was used too. It was the fact that this month he wouldn't be alone.
His fear of the others joining him was two pronged.
The first and most obvious one was the fact he could seriously hurt or kill them. He had no memeory of what happened over the night - what made them think for half a second that the facts would change?
The second, was - How would they treat him after seeing the monster he truly was. They had never gotten so close. They had been known to walk him to the tree and help him to the hospital wing afterward...but they had never seen the beast.
They'd always been to smart for that.
His eyes watched at the tree swung wildly at a bird which got to close, then his eyes shifted toward the sky. He had a few minutes yet.
Though he kept his back to them he was clearly speaking to them - there was no one else here.
"This is suicide. Go back. Please."
There was a quiet desperation in the final word. He knew he could shout and scream and they might go...but they would come back cause they thought they would be helping him.
What kind of help were they if he killed them.
He was already feeling that uneasy tug in the back of his mind and he sighed heavily. Kneeling he would take a stick and prod the knob on the trunk. The tree froze.
"Please. Stay here. "
He turned to face them, even though he couldn't see them.
"Please."
Before he let them aruge he would slide down the hidden opening and into his personal hell.
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